Privacy
I have no privacy (absolutely none)
I feel like I don’t have a life (of my own)
I’m drinking so much and I love drugs (cravings will never go away)
I can’t give a fuck anymore (gotta become numb to the pain it’ll never end)
The only this is I’m still fat as fuck (fuck this bitch starve yourself)
My lover doesn’t trust me I feel like he fucking hates me. (He’s yours forever or else)
I just want him to be as obsessed with me as I am with him. ( )
I feel so fucking unworthy. Like who am I to you? (IM EVERYTHING Nd nothing)
I’m gonna go because people probably think I’m shitting, because in reality I’m a drunken mess in the bathroom. Praying for a way out of this hellhole cycle of life I’m stuck in. Also praying it ends with me and my lover living happily ever after.